watching: nothing
listening to: Bush- Mouth
mood: unstable, unhappy, unearthed

Sometimes people ask me to do things for them and I just kick myself in the ass... Because like a dumbass I just go ahead and do them... No matter how much those things put me out.

Example 1: My neighbor has been ill since monday. She had an ovarian cyst so the following has occoured...

*Monday Maggie Helps by doing minor things such as put groceries away and listen to her whine

*Tuesday Get youngest child off bus and take him with me while I run errands, deal with his whining because he has a serious case of the I wants and the gimmegimmes. Cooks Dinner for Neighbor and her 3 kids because neighbor can't stand up.

*Wednesday Take neighbors boyfriends 9 month old spoiled over held whiney grandson, deal with him from 10-4 until his mom comes and gets him since she had to take neighbor to the hospital. Then neighbors oldest daughter is in to stay with kids so I then end up dealing with youngest child again while sister and boyfriend go rent movies. Whining insues. Middle siblings are home alone and get into physical altercation. Have to attempt to deal with it am informed by younger of the 2 "YOU ARE NOT MY BOSS I DO NOT HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU!". ****deep cleansing breath****

*Thursday Neighbor still in hospital, kids in school sister and boyfriend running around. Left alone a good part of the day... Lay kids down get in shower, Middle children from next door barge in on me in the shower because no one is home to pick her their little brother... WTF!!!! So I scream...

Now at 5 pm thursday mom came home, Never once did I hear THANK YOU! Nor was I apologized to for the kids APPALLING manners.

Example 2: My parents NEVER got along... So after I moved into my own place My mom started coming around alot more than she ever had before... Basically running away, Coming to Ohio everyother weekend.

I cooked, cleaned up after her and my brother, bought food, did everything possible for her... She started dating my boyfriends cousin in february (she didn't file for divorce until april), which then it turned into her basically using me to see him... When I flipped my lid about the situation I was the bitch....

Example 3: I tend to be the martyr for alot of people... I can bend over backwards for you and no matter who you are you end up shooting me in the back. My boyfriends one cousin lives the next block over from me... She isn't a great house keeper so when someone reported her to childrens services I went over and scrubbed her house. Now 2 wks later her and I got into it... So what did she do? Called childrens services on me. Now mind you it was funny cos the report said things like I had pet hair and stuff.... I didn't know fish shed did you.

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